Saturday, June 9, 2012

june 8

on the road to the Cape
got Outside Guy on my lap and joey's driving
life is good :)

june 5

June 5th, Tuesday...
using my phone and photoshop to shoot myself :)

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

back in the office...

first day back...
during my vacation, i made a commitment to myself that i would move the 'operations' back to the actual office, as opposed to working from the couch in the living room.  i got in that habit when my mother got sick and solidified it with the photo-hunt-word-of-the-day. 

3+ years of bad work habits, after 22 yrs of good.  that has taken a toll, adding stress to my life every day.  i need to eliminate that stress.  so i am back in the office, hoping this time it will stick :)

and i have fingernail polish on.   been a long time since i had pretty nails :)
June 4th, Monday

Friday, June 1, 2012

intentions :)

the challenge this week, at beyond layers, is based on a word that kim posts each day. 
thursday, the word was INTENTIONS. 

well, my intention with this blog was to photograph myself daily for a year, in hopes of discovering who i am, inside and outside, at 57 yrs old.  
and then, to post them here so i can chronicle-ize my year :)

i have taken the photos almost every day, but the posting... not so much...
so again, i catch up.  
and i re-commit to the goal. 
it is one i believe in.




May 31, Thursday
last sunset of the cape cod part of my vacation.  minutes before the bugs ate me alive...




May 29, Wednesday
i was playing with the self timer and this was after a mad dash to get in the shot...
makes me laugh out loud, everytime i do this :)



May 29, Tuesday    flipflops at the beach...


May 27, Sunday  going to dinner at Alberto's with the bean :)


May 26, Saturday   ride home from P-town :)

May 23, Wednesday
waving to myself on the ride home from work...

May 20, Sunday...alone at the cape


 
May 17, Thursday...in the parking lot of a Target :)

May 14, Monday...
geese are all around me, outside the pic :)  
it was raining and i LOVED it


May 12, Saturday
after yardwork, loved this day






Friday, May 4, 2012

a bit behind...

i think i am over-committed...
i keep taking self portraits but my plan to post it every day has gone to hell.
so i am going to catch up bit by bit, and then get a better plan put together.
this is important to me and i think i will learn a lot. 
May 3, Thursday...
reflections in the evening :)










May 2 Wednesday...
surrounded by cats, joey's chair empty...my first night in the house without him since 2008. at least this time, he is at cape cod, not the hospital... :)
May 1, Tuesday...
i went for a ride, looking to photograph the word 'distance' for the photo hunt word of the day.  i needed it bad, it was a pleasure and i got nothing as far as pictures.  i was ok with that.  i think the photo hunt is pushing me over my limit...not sure yet



April 30 Monday...due date for chairman's award - quite a relief to get that behind me!  i finally got home, sat down on my couch and did not want to take another picture for a while.  but i did and isnt it lovely :)
April 29, Sunday...
time to go back to work.  drove hundreds of miles and got lots done but was wishing i wasn't working.  it was one long day...


April 28 Saturday... time for bed...
April 27, Friday...
shadows on the beach, as vacation comes to an end ...

April 25 Wednesday...i spent thursday taking pictures - tons of pictures, to submit to the chairman's.  i don't believe any of them were of me.  however on wednesday, i took lots of me and marilyn :)

April 24, Tuesday... 
this was a wonderful day, i loved it. we took pics all day long, very few were good but we had a great time.  and the wind was absolutely awesome!
plus we watched a shoot for a nautica catalog on the beach in chatham. 
and got a great shot in the bathroom window :)

April 23, Monday...
if i stayed married the first time around, this would have been my 35th wedding anniversary.
many years ago, i looked in the mirror at my life and realized i couldn't live this way and had the wisdom and courage to leave. 
i honor both decisions on 4/23 each year -
i am proud for having gotten married and proud for having left.


for what is is worth,
i believe i am now caught up.
i took many pics and will post differently going forward.
its not about consecutive days, is it? 
 it's about who i feel i am at this point in my life. 
or maybe it's about who i see myself becoming...
this is a work in progress and i am still working out the plan :)